Graceful Emergence

Adjacent to the hospital where my husband underwent surgery on his knee is a small park which features a man-made pond with a small stream running through it. This is where several varieties of ducks and other water fowl call home year round, including a pair of swans, who I made my muses as they quietly stood on the edge of the pond immersed in preening themselves.
It was, however, not a quiet pond. Ducks flying in, with their webbed feet poised to glide onto the water as they landed, stirred up a raucous. Male mallards chased female mallards and female mallards put up a fuss when another duck invaded their territory. Throughout the scene, the swans quietly preened. Once in a while one would stretch its long neck, raise its head, and make what sounded to me like a calm comment on the noisy activities – not that it had an effect on the goings-ons on the other side of the pond.
After a few photos of the ducks, I lost interest in them and decided to walk through a foot of fresh snow to where I could maybe get some photos of the swans. It was nearly 1 PM when I began taking photos of them. With the gray stone retaining wall behind them, their bodies were nearly all in shadow. This is my favorite kind of lighting. The deep shadow created a dramatic backdrop and in that moment, as the swan looked up from its feathery beauty, I realized its focus was no longer on the ducks, but on me. Now, I don’t know what you do when a swan looks your way, but I take photos…so I did!

The SUN will come out

TOMORROW!!!

As I write this blog today, the snow storm has moved off to other areas, the clouds have cleared, and the sun is SHINING which is of particular interest to me for several reasons, but I’ll spare you all but two.

Since December 2020, surgery has been scheduled at a country (as opposed to a city) hospital for February 4th…tomorrow.

We’ve prepared for it in every way we could think of, but some preparations – especially when considering winter- living in the Finger Lakes, are incalculable. I have driven my share of winter roads in my lifetime, but I don’t enjoy it anymore – in fact, I avoid it at all costs. So, when I knew this surgery couldn’t wait until the spring, a storm of anxiety began brewing inside me.

It was a week ago that my worst nightmare began to loom on my horizon…a snow storm was predicted for the week of the surgery. It’s ‘telling’ how the weather overshadowed the actual surgery. While we don’t anticipate any complications, I hadn’t given it much thought until yesterday. It was that eye I kept on the impending storm that was first and foremost on my mind and checking the weather app 2 or3 times a day almost became an obsession.

Other wrinkles were in the works, too. My head wasn’t dealing with this winter very well. Generally, I love winter, but it seems to have been a darker winter than we’ve ever experienced here in the Finger Lakes. “Cloudy with a 99% chance of cloudy”, I began to mutter to myself. The bounty of glorious sunrises we’ve enjoyed from our front porch have been few and far between. I think I could count on one hand the sunrises we’ve seen since the beginning of December. I hope I never take another sun-filled sunrise for granted.

And, as it has for everyone, the pandemic has added another level to our decision-making as we felt it necessary to limit our outside activities even more so, as not to risk contracting or being exposed to Covid before the surgery. The lack of sun and the attempts to limit our exposure to Covid has made practicing the ‘Hunker-Down’ mandate, a real challenge!

Fast- forward to today…yes, the storm came. It left us with 8-9 inches of new snow on the ground. As I finish this blog, the last rays of the setting sun on the snow is casting that purplish – blue hue over its glittery surface. It could not be more beautiful.

So barring any lake-effect snow squalls, ( always a possibility) it appears that the sun WILL come out tomorrow. Don’t get me wrong…prayers are ALWAYS WELCOME, but, I’m grateful to God who saw to it that the snow that DID come was perfectly timed to have been released from His storehouse before tomorrow. Thank You, Lord – our travels will be easier.

And the sun? It should make for a lovely ride in the country.
I think I’ll even take my camera.

In Memory of…

“Drift me off to sleep and go,
There’s nothing more you need to know,
I’m in His hands;
I’m safe;
I’m happy here
To wait…

Look ahead and not behind,
Down the road, I know you’ll find
Someone new
To love;
To show how life 
Is done,

I’ll look for you someday,
I’ll see your face again;
You’ll smile at me and say,
“It’s good of you to wait…”
I’ll take your hand in mine,
In that eternity of time,
And my eyes of brown 
Will meet your twinkling eyes of blue…
And I will say,
“Heaven is for real, 
Here with you…”

You might be sad and cry,
And need to wonder every why,
It won’t be long
Before it ends,
And you’ll be 
Standing strong again,

So, drift me off to sleep and know,
I’m on my way to heaven’s home,
Where every breath I take,
Is sweet with Mercy’s grace.

I’ll look for you someday,
I’ll see your face, again,
You’ll smile at me and say,
It’s good of you to wait…
I’ll take your hand in mine,
In that eternity of time,
And my eyes of brown 
Will meet your twinkling eyes of blue…
And I will say,
Heaven is for real, 
Here with you…

Beyond the veil,
And up the stairs,
Amazing Grace will lead me there,
The Grace that gave me you,
And made my dreams come true…

I’ll look for you someday,
I’ll see your face, your beautiful face;
You’ll smile at me and say,
”It’s good of you to wait.”
I’ll take your hand in mine,
In that eternity of time,
And my eyes of brown
Will meet your twinkling eyes of blue…
And I will say,
Heaven is for real
Here with you…

Yes, I will say,
Heaven is for real
Here…with you…”

Dedicated to my sister Patricia 
in memory of the passing of her husband 
 Luman Rockhill 
June 27, 1943 – January 2, 2021




















LOVE LETTERS

Trying out a few new techniques and employing a few new options with the aid of Bern and Jan – my two newest family ‘menders’. I found the pattern for the letters on Pinterest and spent the extra time fussy-cutting the pink fabric (formerly a skirt, bought at a thrift store) for the paper-pieced letters. I added a little flourish of decorative stitching – compliments of Jan- and a tiny heart-shaped button that I found in my button stash. I had a few red buttons but chose the one white button I had because of the symbolism (or affiliation?) of purity with the color white. The heart button reminds me to keep my love pure – to love without expectations of being loved in return – just as Jesus loves us all.

Song Cue

I’m not sure what inspired the giving of this bracelet. It could be that the gift-giver remembered that the song that shares the same title as the words on the bracelet, was one that was popular in our household and we would hear it sung and later sing it ourselves as children into our teen years.

Maybe the gift-giver remembers that singing the song was the one and only memory – sweet or otherwise – I have of a visit at my grandmother’s house on the Bloomingdale Road, on the outskirts of our hometown of Saranac Lake, New York. Or maybe the gift-giver remembers hearing the story of how I, as a child of 3 or 4, was roused from my sleep in the wee hours of the morning to sing this song for famed N.Y. Brooklyn Dodger pitcher Johnny Padre visiting our home with our road-roving, but dear, Uncle Norm in our small family kitchen, dimly lit only by the glowing light of my mother’s oven.

Other reasons for the gift are possibilities, but WHATEVER the reason, it has now become one of my new favorite pieces of decorative adornment. I know the gift was meant as an expression of love, but I hope the simple words will inspire me to not only enjoy my past affiliations with the song, bringing people back to life if only in my memories, but also live up to the words etched on the surface of the bangle every time I wrap it around my wrist. It’s a tall order, but the gift-giver thinks I’m up to it. God knows, I hope I am.

A Time For Every Purpose

Two cards received in the mail just one day apart. One card celebrating a life joyfully and sacrificially lived, another card pointing ahead to a date that will mark two young loves joining their lives together.
It made for quite the collision of emotions,
yet not powerless.
Even though these cards represent

opposite ends of the emotional spectrum,
I can pray for both.
..

Valentine…

With surgery scheduled and unforeseen events accounted for (as best as I’m able) I wanted an early finish on a special valentine fabric postcard for my 3 year old grandson, Max. Though the text is original, the pattern was one I saw on Pinterest and drafted, making a few changes, then pulled out fabrics and paper-pieced it with less drama than anticipated. (YAY and PHEW! with forehead swipe!) Still yet to do is to add the text (below) to the back of the card.
Thanks for stopping by!

Dear Max I’ve sent this valentine
A snowman with a heart,
To make you smile and tell you
How very loved you are!